21
7.3.02

The big day has arrived, my 21st birthday is here. I don't feel any different.

My day, went from OK, to Good and then to Worse and to OK again.

OK

Woke Up, realised it was my birthday, 21, a real adult. Holy Shit, that is scary. Oh well about time.

Good

Presents, that is always good, I got the stereo I was wanting and had been promised, so I was happy about that.

Worse

Family left for their daily activities, left me at home to wallow in the fact that my father, [RIP], wasn't here with me today to see me through this milestone, another one he has missed.

OK

Went to uni, and got 'Happy Birthday' wishes and cards from my friends. And class finished early.

So that was pretty much my day. Nothing good has happened, Nothing tremendously bad has happened. I am just feeling Blah. Indescribably void of emotion at the moment.

I hope everyone else's day has been better than mine. I hope I am feeling better by Saturday night, or my entire birthday celebrations will go on without myself being happy. I don't think that is a good thing. Birthdays are meant to make people feel happy, not dull, boring and sad.