EXTERNAL PERCEPTIONS
27.06.02

How do people see me?

More recently I have been seen as to be having the following distinguishing traits, and focuses in my life;

Sex Fiend

Bitch

Nasty

Am I really putting out these characteristics to those around me. I cannot be seen for anything more than these things. These are the notable ones by which I have been characterised. These words describe Fe. But how much of that is true? I tend to disagree that I am entirely consisting of this small number of features and those entirely. I am more than that. Why do people not see that? Why do people not see me? The me I feel I am. The me I know I am.

Do I really come across as nasty? As a bitch? As a sex fiend?

I sincerely hope not. Maybe this is my jaded view, but I simply am not any of these things. I am not a sex fiend. I am not nasty [not deliberately] I am not a bitch. Maybe my definitions are different to those who label me as such, and perhaps that is where the conflict lies. But it hurts.

I am sensitive to what people think of me. This makes me think of the kind of image I am putting out there. What side of me is giving people this impression? Why is this all that they see? Am I to blame for not showing anything more than this? Why are these traits more prominent than the ones I would be more proud of? Why are the positively notable facets of me, as a person, never noted? Only the negative.