PRETTY DAMN SEXY
02.07.02

Well it has been announced Fe is “pretty damn sexy”. I am very happy that it has been acknowledged now.

[Modesty is usually more my style, but I tend to be getting quite used to all the compliments coming my way]

Jem was responsible for the one mentioned already, and today another arrived within my viewing arena. Alexis made a comment that I was “very cute”. I thanked her for that too. I have noticed that when people say stuff that makes me feel good about myself. Often a rare occurrence [me feeling good about myself, not people telling me stuff], that they do not really like being thanked for it. Or are at least uncomfortable thinking that what they said means so much to me.

Well here in my most public forum, I shall thank you all. All the people who have ever said anything nice abut me. Even bigger thanks go out to all of you who actually meant what you said in all sincerity. So there. You can’t stop e from thanking you now. All the world now that you are a nice person. All of the world, being those few people who constantly come by and read some stuff, and coming to look for you and give you a hug.

Being a very affectionate person, which apparently comes with being a Pisces, I wish you all the best and a big hug from me too.

I really wish I could hug all of the people who have said nice stuff about me. They all deserve something in return. I feel that a hug would fit the situation nicely. But I hope hugs and cuddles [for those of you who let yourself slip past the desire for a hug] are appreciated by others as much if not more than they are loved by me.

This is often a side of me that is only shown to a few people. A very few people actually get to know me deep enough to let me hold them, and to feel comfortable holding me for longer that the standardised “hello hug”.

**hugs to all of you**

Despite how 12yr oldish that made me appear it is the only way I know how to express my hugs in the virtual environment. Feel free to redeem your hug when you see me in person next. I am only to happy to redeem these vouchers. Many of you out there may not even have to prove that you even read this, in order to get a hug.

I love the affection and intimacy a hug can portray, and more so the intimacy and closeness a cuddle can have on the people involved. I often miss that feeling of closeness with the people I care about.

I wish I didn’t miss the opportunities to hold close those people I cared about. I will endevour to move towards a place where no hugging opportunity is allowed to pass unfulfilled.